chiphi- chiphi (tear drop)

I am so afraid

I am afraid of uncertainty

This may be the end of the road

Or one of those BIG TESTS

I have a headache I haven’t slept

Never did I think tere would come a day

A night I spend sleepless worrying

About you and the big rat that inhabited our house

I never thought I would cry

Being hurt by news of you

Choosing not to come home

And drinking our last money

You say ‘I’m sorry’

Now I’m stuck with a heavy burden

To forgive and still do the right thing

Oh! where do we go from here?

I never knew this was what

I was letting myself into

You seem not to care

In fact you couldn’t be bothered

So I ask myself why should I?

When promises to protect and love have flown out the window

When ‘this is for us’ no longer matters?

I am at work and I have a headache

Perhaps this is just another test

If not, it’s a really sad goodbye